I'm always hyper-aware — I can't not hear what's happening around me right now. I'm aware of your energy and how everyone's feeling and what the weather is; I'm just tuned into everything, and I struggle to switch certain things off. When I come to the studio, the minute I walk in here — I've already thought about what I'm going to do today — and the minute I start, everything just goes quiet. There's a feeling of time slowing down. I think this is linked to repetition. The satisfaction of visually seeing what you've done. Instead of killing time, I feel like I'm accumulating time.
I've always been drawn to artwork where it's evident how much time has been spent on something. I think it ties back to the natural world — I'm drawn to rock formations and really old, gnarled trees. There is something about a piece of wood where you can see that something happened there; you can't recreate that in an instant. I hope that the time it takes to make the work transfers to the viewer's experience — some kind of encoded slowing of time.
The work has the sense that it is almost starting to decompose and fall apart, and it can look quite precarious, so there's that fragility to it. I love it when people feel the urge to touch the work, to be curious, to slow down and try to understand its construction.
This natural unravelling of the cotton threads almost feels like the pieces have been through something — something has happened here. Every time I need to take it up and take it down, or stow it away, that usually happens naturally, and if it doesn't, I will help it along a little bit — a little brush here, a little tweak there. The appearance of decaying, like a patch of mould growing on something, like water sitting out for too long, and debris falling, and how the sediment would settle naturally in things — I think visually I'm drawn to all of those things, which relate back to time, and how it plays out in nature.